Oh my heck dude I feel like I am growing up way to fast! The other day my mommy told me that I needed to pick out the classes I want to take for high school. That wasn’t the scary part though. It is just school and classes. The scary part was that I picked classes for all three years at high school and realized I have three years to actually grow up… I have three years to get good grades so that I can get a scholarship. I’m already stressing about grades and I have a feeling I am going to stress a whole lot more next year. My mom said a lot of my classes that I signed up for next year are hard so I will have to be on top of everything next year. Um I also just realized that in nine months I will be sixteen… That means I can officially have a boyfriend. I don’t know if I’m ready for it. I know I have always complained that I want to be older and that I want to do this and that, but now it’s here and I think I’m getting scared. For high school one of your credits is to take drivers ed, I haven’t even got my permit yet. Yeah I have driven the car a couple times, but that was just in a church parking lot. I am scared for all of this. My life is speeding past me. I can’t get a hold of it or slow it down. It is too late. I should have listened to my older friends who told me to enjoy life while I still have it. I still want to be my mommy and daddy’s little girl! I have three years and then what do I do? Will my parents kick me out? Will I be okay on my own? I know I still have three years to figure this all out, but three years can go by super fast. Some of my friends that I swear were seventeen just last month are now in college or they have kids and are married. Where did the time go? I guess I will have time to think it over. I hope I am able to keep up the good grades so I can get a scholarship. I want to be able to support a family when I am able to have one. Even if I am a stay at home mom I should always be prepared with a fall back occupation. You never know what will happen. I want to be able to have the time of my life and take it slow from this point on. Live life as if you were to die tomorrow and dream as if you’ll live forever. I hope I will have the best of luck and be able to enjoy life and live it to the fullest, because this life is all we have. Oh by the way, never give up on your dreams! They are what make you you. If you fulfill your dreams that will just make a stronger you. So keep believing and you will make it happen.
Love me <3
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